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i think coming up with how to start off a post is the hardest part for me. anyways! crazy stuff has been happening. so, nick text me and he was pretending to be nico. he kept coming up with excuses. like i was all "send me a pic of you" and he said "my new phone does't have a camera because i had to buy it with my own money" and so i said "what do you call emilia?" muchkin, remember? and he said " i don't call her anything" yeah, then i was all "who is this?" and he's all "your hug buddy" he just so happens to be my hug buddy now. then again i was all "just tell me who you are" and he said "take a guess :)" and so i said "nick?" and he was all " :)" so then i was all "eff you nick!!!! eff you!!!" and he said "haha love you too <3" crazy. omg williams so cute. because i'm walking in the hallway and then he comes with his arms in hugging position and goes "we never talk anymore" and i'm like "Aw. but you don't hang out with sam anymore so i didn't know.." and he's all "because i don't hang with sam anymore doesn't mean we can't hang out?" and i kind of just lost it at that point and almost cried. adorable. then after school i saw him, and i gave him a hug and he was all " I LOVE YOU!!!!" so then me being me goes "I LOVE YOU!!!" aren't we just adorable?(: so angel said the girl he likes was just pretty. that's it. so i went up to him and i'm all "that was very offensive" and he goes "What?" and i go "you said the girl you like was just pretty. but i bet she's DAMN gorgeous." *laughs* i'm such a terrible person. so then he text me and was all "you're right, the girl i like is gorgeous" and i go "awh, cute(:. wait how do i know if you're lying or not? ':/" and he goes "trust me, i'm not. she's PRETTY.' >.< love it. i think that's my favorite face now. >.< you"ll probably be seeing it a lot. idk why, but my self esteem level has been seriously low. like i see my self as super fat, ugly, and just...idk nasty. i seriously need help. and not from my therapist from someone who i truly know won't possibly be lying to me, when they tell me i'm pretty, or skinny. that's what i need. for someone to tell me i'm pretty, or skinny. and mean it. idk, i'm just mentally insane like that. i absolutely love my therapist though. because i went to her yesterday and she made me popcorn. and a capri sun. which was wild cherry, btw. doesn't she know that no one likes wil cherry? seriously, get with the times lady... so ever since i got nicks number, he's been so super cute. he's always giving me hugs and being silly and defending me. but the only reason i think he's doing it is because he just broke up with his girlfriend, and she dumped him, so i think he's sad and trying to cover it up. i think it's so terrible when a girl dumps a guy. especially if the guy was series, its like come on, what kind of sick minded person are you? sad. ohmigod, my soda just fell i'm scared to open it. well, mother just got home and i'm not supposed to have a blog so i'm gonna guy. stay magical(: (I'm thinking about ending all my blogs like that, idk)