sweet 16(:

ok. so, today was Mandys sweet sixteen party. it was ok. i mean, for basically the whole time i was being ignored and stared at by everyone, and that made me sad but whatever. so i was in the hallway, by myself and ricky comes and starts talking about how he's made a psychological profile for me, but wouldn't tell me what's in it. he looked nice. so then this guy comes and he's talking to Ricky and he goes "who's your friend?" me being the friend, obviously. and i go "oh, i'm Mandys sister." and he goes "how old are you?" and i go "thirteen" and he goes "damn, too young" then he was going to ask me if i can pee or not, but he didn't. his name was Oliver. Ricky was all "this is my handsome friend oliver" which made me laugh because he wasn't cute at all. anyways! so i'm sitting in a chair, still by myself, and Ivan (adorably, by the way. but y'all know that) comes up to me and goes "Maegan do you want to dance?" it was bachata. so i go "sure*smiles*" and he goes "i did promise you" and so we're dancing right and he's all "so how have you been maegan?" you know, simple questions. and "are you going to hubbard?" and "how's dance going?" so then we were talking about dance and he said that i was really good because mandy showed him a video from one of my competitions, and he also suggested that we recruit more guys. so then he goes "sorry i haven't been texting you, i've been busy and i have an iPod, not a phone so i need wifi for it." then i go "oh, it's ok, no big deal" and he goes "yeah i was thinking, and i don't want you to think that i don't want to text you, you're cool" and so that was all good. oh, and when he came he was all "hi maegan!" and gave me a hug. oh, and so we're dancing bachata and he goes "do you know how to spin?" and i go "yeah" and he goes "cool, i'm going to spin you" so then he told me when he was going to and then one time when he spun me he was all "spin time!" which i thought was cute. he was just cute all together. and then ricky was talking about how i wanted to dance with Ivan (before i actually did) and he goes "i'll fucking kill you if you touch my man." and he was laughing. sometimes i question if he's joking or not... so then Ivan and i were dancing and ricky comes up and goes "now i have to kill you, you touched my man" and ivan was all "no!" and he looked at me and goes "i got you, it's ok" ricky was pretty funny today, actually. i sorta like when we hang out. even though it's been like twice, it's been fun, i guess. he's cool. anyways! throughout the whole party i was taking notes (which are sorta emo depressing because you know i was alone the whole time) but here they are: the stuff in parentheses are not part of the notes.

so, i thought mandys sweet sixteen was going to be one of the most fun nights ever. instead i was humiliated, laughed at, and in a bathroom crying. (everyone was talking about how i wanted to dance with ivan and people were laughing. and this one girl i think her name was selena, said my boobs were big, which didn't help)

speech #1: (he had explained how mandy was smart because she read edgar allen poe at christmas) i do the same fucking thing (i just read edgar allen poe) and nobody acknowledges me for shit.

Papa's speech: and i'm going to be shit, right? exactly.

Ricky's speech: (not being mean, i swear. i apologize if i hurt your feelings, Ricky) lol he looked so awkward. all the other guys were all "mandy, whoever wants to be your boyfriend is going to have to go through us" and then Ricky went up there all O____O

Overall: i get it, her friends are here, she doesn't want to be around her little sister. it's just plain embarrassing.

Sidenotes:

I see them staring at me,

Fucking amazing.

thanks for loving me. (sarcasm...)

after i talked to ricky: phycological profile?

couples. couples everywhere.

Danced with ivan<3

Danced with mandy

things are getting better....

hey mandy, thanks for ignoring me all night.

slow dancing. forever alone.

do you even love me?
kdone.

i guess, dancing with Ivan made it all better, because i really wanted to. and he promised and he stuck to his promise, which is always good. other than that, it was fun. you know, when i wasn't in the bathroom crying. and y'all know why i was so i don't want to get random texts or something asking, because it is clearly stated. love all three of you who actually read my blog. love you all a lot:D stay magical(:

mmkkkaaayyy i realize this sounds selfish, and i deeply apoligize for this. stay magical(:

one more thing

victor ortiz was at laser quest. god, that kid is attractive. we played dance dance revolution. and lizzies aunt thought he was my boyfriend. heh, i wish...... stay magical(:

gingerbread swag

it took me like five minutes just to get to this stupid create post thing, because blogger changed their format. i haven't blogged in like fivehundredmillion years so i thought 8:22 in the morning when I'm tired would be a good time to catch up. so let's see what's been going on with Maegan? um, angel got me a necklace for my birthday. it looks like a dragonfly. well, it is a dragonfly so i can't just say it looks like one. i think he was going to ask me out, but i think he chickened out. it was spirit week this week, and  i gladly supported it except for yesterday. it was retro day, and i have nothing. know what i realized? things look cooler when you use this: & instead of the actual word and. watch: it was retro day & i have nothing. oh. it looked cooler in my mind. my dancing's getting better. i like the one for regular ballet. it's fun, and the costume's pretty. to be perfectly honest, it's 12:50PM and i'm typing on my dads laptop, so i don't know what to talk about. it's been fun so far, we've all been talking about stuff, and trying to hurdle our own legs. um, i'm going to have to resume this some other time. alright. til i return...

mmkkaayy so let's see what's been going on. oh, today is mandys sweet sixteen thing. that should be fun. if you know, i wasn't tired as fuck and in a bad mood, yesterday was fun. lizzie had her birthday party at laser quest. ok, this place was insane. so they give you these cards, and the cards are a certain color. then they go "if you have a purple card, and are with elizabeths party please come to the desk." that's what they told us. so we go to the desk, you pick out your name, then they give you these activator things. my name for the first thing was dumb, because Emily and I were dumb and dumber. and for the second round my name was gingy because of the whole fashion show being a cookie thing. so you go into this creepy ass room, and they give you the instructions. like if you need help, you yell out marshal marshal marshal. so then we go into another door, and we grab our backs and lasers and we activate them. the guns have a screen and when you activate it it says your name, like mine was all "welcome gingy" loved it. so then you go to the actual arena. and basically, there's faint smoke everywhere. so yeah. it's flipping crazy, yo! lol i don't know... so it's like one huge maze, and there's these ramps and stuff that you can go up then you're on a second floor. it's quite amazing. and whenever you get shot, your pack vibrates and it says who shot you on the screen. so i was on a balcony, and since i'm small, no oone could really see me. so Anushka was below me and i shot her like five times, and she kept looking around all confused, so then i shot her again and her screen said: shot by Gingy, so she goes "MAEGAN!!" and keeps running. it was quite amazing. and there were mirrors, and so me, being the ninja i am, snuck up behind someone who was by a mirror, shot the mirror, and the laser bounced off and hit the person. LIKE A BOSS. Emily and i were a team the whole time. loved it. then some of us went to lizzies house for a sleepover, and that was....interesting. nicholas was being so flipping annoying, like he was flailing this thing(that gave me scars!) around in the air, and Norma was just laughing. like, we actually started yelling at her. elly was all "can you control your kid???" we were yelling, until she left. sensational. we watched, due date(hilarious and sad), contagion, and women in black. which is always good. so yeah, i'm sorta getting tired from typing. oh, lately after school, Angel and i have been hanging out at the side of the school, lately. with uriel and sophia, because they're cool, i guess. i'm trying to blog while scott is like right behind me, so pretty hard. the whole blog is kind of a secret from the other residents in this household. except for schatz. anyways, (i was just informed i have to write a speech for mandys thing, great. i love her like crazy and all, but no. sarai said she'd read it though, which is cool i guess.) anywayssssss we were trying to climb the side of the mobiles, cuz... yeah. and so i cut my hand. and it hurt like a mofo. so angel kissed it. which i thought was cute. well, i'm going to go write my thingamajig now. stay magical(:

                                                                                                                  --Gingy

101st post??

grr i'm mad. i wanted to make my 100th post a huge deal with the title, but i was upset about geo so i sorta just started typing. then i stopped, published and thought "hmmm when's my 100th post? .... shit" then i go and it says "100th post" and i'm like noooooooo. so let's just pretend, mmmkk?

yayyy 100th post!!!! i only have two followers and three people who read, but that's ok! i'm content.

kdone.

that's a lie. so i found out victor ortiz doesn't hate me today(: so him and dos were having this huge debate on who was hotter, megan fox or selena gomez so then they come up to me, and victor puts his arm around me and is like "selena gomez right?" and i'm already half gone because he has his arm around me and everyone's yelling at me, so i'm like "i sort of think selena gomez..." and so victor gets alll happy, starts holding my hand (<3. just saying) and gives me this huge hug. and so me being an idiot goes "so you don't hate me right?" and he gives me this weird look and goes "i never hated you, the fuck are you talking about??" so yeah, i'm content. stay magical(:

you're such an idiot, Maegan

alright, so haven't blogged in a while thought i'd update, hehe. angels been ever so frustrating as usual. school's been going good, i guess. report card pickup is tomorrow. i hope i'm not failing. ms. mccright said noone is so that's a pretty good sign.... haha silly me. so anyways, maria sent me a link to a picture on the facebooks, and i was like it's just taking me to the news page, what is it? and apperantly, it was a picture of geo and his girlfriend kissing, but since he declined my friend request, i can't see it. obviously. and so i log on to ellys facebook (she's sleeping over :D) and i go on his page, and i found it. obvious point number one: she's a whore slut bitch. obvious point number two: she's way older than him. so i clicked on it and it enlarged, and i just kept staring at it, because i'm an idiot. i have no idea why the fuck it hurt so much to look at it, but i couldn't get myself to exit out of it. so i just stared at it, reading the comments, realizing what that little bitch has done to me. not literally, i'm twelve, but you get it. basically, in sort of a way, him and pops ruined of it. dating, i mean. like, all guys are douches. i don't know what i'm saying. gosh maegan you're twelve you don't know anything about this shit so shut the fuck up and stop being a idiot!!!! elly had to tell me to exit out of it. i don't know why i kept staring at it, maybe because he said he wanted to kiss me, but obviously never did, so maybe seeing it actually happen..... shut up maegan you're twelve for gods sake!!! anyways, now that i'm done being an idiot, i can go enjoy the one and a half people that are here. well, elly's here and we're skyping victor and since i can only see the top half of his body i count that as half a person. hehe, i'm such an idiot. stay magical(:

Why is everything about cinderella?

I mean seriously.

i noticed that when i was in disney. they have her castle at the beginning of every movie, her castle is smack dab in the middle of the park. i just don't get it. and little girls are always like " i want to be like Cinderella!". in my personal opinion, it should be someone like jasmine, or mulan. they show girl power. mulan, do i really have to explain it? she fought in a war to save her fathers life. she took all the shit the guys were giving her because she was weak, and then slapped them in the face when she climbed the pole thing. and she cut off her hair. sure, yeah she still got the guy but there was no huge thing about it. actually i'm not even sure if she got the guy, he just came over. there was no kiss, i think. i haven't seen it in a long time. and jasmine, she ran away. she was sick of her whole routine, her life being lived for her. so she left. heh, i'm sort of like jasmine, sick of my life being lived for me so i'll run away. sometimes i say i'll do it. but anyways, they have girl balls. but cinderella, sure she had to go through all that crap in the beginning but then the fairy godmother helped her. she easily could've gotten to the palace by herself, but she needed help. mulan and jasmine did it on their own. i'm just saying. stay magical(:

Florida! :D

alright so it's time i actually talk about this whole vacation situation so here goes. alright, well when we got there it was like nineeee i think. not sure. anyways, we took a shuttle thing to the car rental place and got this really nice van. but when we went to go get the van some greedy white people had already claimed dibs. so there was this whole conformation thing on who actually got it. we did. so we got in the van and drove like three or four hours to orlando (?). well, we flew into fort lauderdale. so probabl orlando. so we get like halfway there and we stop at this pit stop place with a dunkin donuts. it was like two. so it was a four hour drive. and there was these machines where you buy tokens, put them in and get a prize. so i put mine in the machine and got a pokemon bouncy ball. see, i didn't know which pokemon it was so i took a picture and sent it daurna. it was groudon but the funny thing is that when i sent it i got an immediate response. he was partying :D love it. so anyways i actually bought a coffee (wasn't half bad) and i looked like a homeless person. i had sweatpants on, a baggy shirt, and my hair was all messed up because i fell asleep in the car. i got weird stares. anyway, we drive some more. vroom vroom... and we get to the hotel. see, i don't like  hate sleeping in hotel rooms with scott because he snores like crazy, and i can't deal with that. so luckily, elly was in the room next to ours so i slept there the whole time we were there except for one time. so the next day we were supposd to go to universal but we didn't for some reason. i didn't have a bathing suit and was feeling exceptonally fat so when we went to the mall to get me one it took a while. i ended up getting one from hot topic. it's like a rainbow tiger one piece but it has the cut outs on the side. it's cute. so we go back to the hotel and go swimming. and that was fun. then the next day we went to disney. omfg it was amazing. so we got there and we had to go on the monorail to get to disney and that was cool. so we get to disney and we do a bunch of little kid rides such as the flying dumbos, aladdins magic carpets, spinning tea cups, carosouel, and a winnie the pooh ride. that one was scary. at first it was cute and then it got to this weird part that made you believe you were on acid. and it was funny because i was sitting with tony and there's this thing that looks like a mirror but it's not. so he's looking and on the other side there was these old people and he's like freaking out and he's like "THAT'S NOT US!!" it was funny. i recorded the ride. i was screaming most of the time. but in the beginning i was screaming out of pure joy because  anyone who truly knows me knows i have a HUGE  obsession with winnie the pooh. oh! and something was wrong with the ride and it kept stopping and then tigger was talking and it didn't help the situation at all. and there was this part where it was all dark and tigger kept popping out of nowhere. it was like one of those things where you sit in a thing and it takes you through something. not an actual ride. but whatever. and they wanted me to do snow whites scay adventures. alright, i was screaming like crazy during winnie the pooh and you want me to do that?? no. and we did some other rides. oh! and then i went to stitchs club and danced for like an hour with tony. it was fun. stitch kept following me and dancing with me. swag. hehe. and then we went on splash mountain. so we were walking past it and it's basically one of those log things but with a bunch of tiny drops and a story before the big drop. and i typically don't like the log rides. and i'm like "guys it's not that one right?" because they went on before me. and they're like "oh noo that's a different one, we don't even know how to get to that one." but it was. we were going up and everyone was like "we love you maegan!!!" and i was like O: no. but i was sittng with tony. i did everything with tony. it was fun. and we did this peterpan thing. and basically you sit in a pirate ship and then you're hanging or a "flying" and it's taking you through the whole story of peter pan. it was sooooo cute. but everyone thought it was lame. i liked it. and i met jasmine, donald. pluto, pinnochio, and the fairy god mother.  oh! and then at the end i got these vip passes to meet mickey and minnie and i almost died. no joke, i know it sounds super lame but it was amazing. they both gave me kisses!! and mickey let me put my arm through his arm. swag. YOLO. yeahhh buddy. hehe <3 and then the next day we went to universal. (geez, this is a long post) there was only one good ride. the other one i'll tell in person. i'm getting tired and i intend on putting one more post after this. anyway! the one good ride was the simpsons ride. it was a motion stimulator. theres a whole story behind it so here:

so apperantly. the simpsons did something to sideshow bob and he wanted to kill them. so, krusty is opening up this new ride and he is pickng the first family to ride it. so sideshow bob (imma just call him sideshow) steps on homers foot, causing him to raise his hand. so krusty picks on them. and tells them they can pick one more family. so bart picks us. (yes, i was quite flattered) and so we go into this room. (not on the ride yet, still the story) and the ride is in nuclear power plant. but grandpa can't go on it becasue he's too old so he watches maggie. but he falls asleep, and maggie goes into this thing and grows to fifty feet. so we finally get into the ride. so you're sitting in this fake rollercoaster cart. (remember, it's a motion stimulator) and you go up (you actually go up) and then you are on a roller coaster, and all these crazy things happen. and sideshow is trying to kill you. so you're basically "flying" through spring field. so anyways, sideshow is trying to kill you. but you get slingshoted at maggie who's fifty feet tall and you land in her mouth. then the ride starts to smell like baby powder. then she spits you out and you get sprayed with water. then sideshow is infront of you and he has a chainsaw and he goes "this is the final cut" and he drops the chainsaw making a huge hole in the floor, and you go into hell and the devil is there and he throws you back up. and then sideshow has a knife and he's about to kill you. then maggie comes and kills him. and so you go back down and krusty is there and he goes "what's this button do?" and he pushes a button and the whole thing vibrates and moves backwards a bit. that was the scaries part. it was so much fun. it was funny too becuase everyone was like screaming their heads off and me and elly are like "yeahhhh!!!" hehe.

there was a whole bunch of other things but they weren't important. alright, so i had fun. hehe i'll show the winnie the pooh video to anyone who wants to see it. i'll probably make you watch it but whatever. ;D stay magical(: