Dear Nathan,

Well, today you were born. On 2/3/13 at 12:03 am. I love you more than I thought I would. When I walked in the room, and you were there I couldn't help my self and I cried. I cried not out of sadness, but out of pure joy. For so long, I've been the baby. I never had anyone look up to me, or had anyone that I felt like I needed to protect. But now I have you and I promise I won't ever let anything bad happen to you. I know I can't protect you from the basic bad things, but I'll try my very best. I feel bad for you. Here you are, fresh life, with so much potential and no idea what this world is like. You've never been outside the hospital walls. And here we are, bringing you into this world full of hate. But it's not all like that. There are good people. But I'm scared for you. I don't want to mess you up. I love you with all my heart and more, and you're only eight hours old. How silly of me. But I'll always love you, and don't you ever forget that.

Love, 

Maegan

Stay Magical<3