Watching a dance in perfect unison

ok, so basically being back at school is weird. not weird like i'm on acid weird, it's just weird because now i'm getting up at six in the morning again when usually i'd just be falling asleep right around then. gotta get back in the swing of things. today was fun, i guess. got to see all me people again <3 but i think the person who was the most weird to see was angel. because over winter break he would always say these cute things like "don't worry, you'll look beautiful" or "he's just mad because he wishes he could kiss a pretty girl like you" and angel isn't like that in person, he acted like everything was normal but i was like waiting for something crazy to happen. ok! so i felt bad that i didn't get him a christmas present so i told him i'd just give him a kiss on the cheek. i already friend zoned him so whatever. and i was going to after school but scott came all crazy and saying how we had to go because he's got some people at his job or something like that. anyways, before all that i told angel to meet me at my post for marshals and mrs flesor (teacher from hell) let them out late, so i finally met up with him right after marshaling had ended so we're walking and you could so tell he wanted that kiss, it was pretty obvious. he was like putting his arm around me and ditching people just to be with me. *sigh* poor angel. like i said i would date him if he asked me out. i guess now i'm completely over victor. yeah, i really like nico. oh! and guess what?!?! ok,so camryn has this dance coming up at her school and she said she'd take me to meet nico. yeah, and there's a slow dance. so you never know ;]. like i said in another blog i never got to dance with a guy at my dance because of fucking lizzie. maybe this will be my chance. here's my concern though, i'm a tiny 4'9 and nicos 5'4. see, i thought that i wouldn't be able to reach him. Well, it turns out that camryn in 5'3 and a half and i can reach her fine so whatever. BUT what if i'm not what he thought i was? Like he had this whole vision of what i look like and then he meets me and i'm uglier or fatter or weirder than he thought. Sure, we've skyped but that's just my face. Idk camryn says i'm absolutely gorgeous and he'll leave emelia for me and if he doesn't its his loss. love her. I'm prerty excited to meet him i guess. I might not even go. I just…have the biggest crush on him. Whatever, tommorow i'm going to hang out with angel after school so we'll see how that goes. Oh yeah don't forget the whole title thing. Just reminding. Love you:]