Sleeping

i don't know what people are talking about. they're all "detention is bad you're going to die they make you do all this shit blablabla" bitch please, all i did was read for an hour. people are crazy. it was probably the most relaxing moment of this whole week. so, angels been going crazy. he's like super obsessed with me now. like ok, calm down. and now bryans starting to act up again.... seriously these people could do a lot better than me. hm, whatever. so you know how nick is always lifting me up? today he scared the shit out of me. because i'm standing at post, and nick comes so i go and give him a hug and he like gives me a really long hug. and i was like "ok, this is getting awkward.." then BOOM he lifts me up. love it. i think nick is my favorite person to be lifted by. only because he's in eighth grade so he's like super super tall and he lifts me up pretty high. ok, so i was texting angel and he refused to tell me who he liked. i kinda just wanted him to admit and he basically did. so heres what happened. i was like "describe her. but don't be all her hair is this her eyes are that. say how you see her." and he goes (ok, tell me if this sounds like me) "she's in seventh grade, gifted, she's funny, i love her laugh and smile. she's pretty. she's sensitive and caring." sounds like me right? yeah then this kind of gave it away " and i don't want to tell you because it would be awkward when we hang out" :/ really? so me playing dumb goes "why would it be awkward?" i'm such a terrible person(: i'm considering taking him out of friendzone. idk, maybe i will. ok, so lizzie is like seriously obsessed with edin. on wednesday she got all dolled up for library because she sits next to him. like, i go to her house in the morning and i almost died because she put the whole fucking bottle of perfume on. oh! i was walking down the hallway with elly and victor was on my side of the hall and so elly, the genius, was all PUSH and pushed me into him. ok, this wouldn't be that bad if he hadn't backed away in complete and utter horror. he was probably thinking "EW YOUR FACE" yeah, but what he lacteally said was "woah" yeah, he was absolutely disgusted at the sight of my face. so yesterday, i'm waiting in the lunch line with elly and J.P and hailey were in front of us. mind you, we weren't even talking to them. so elly said something and i started laughing like crazy  and hailey turns around and goes "i love your laugh. it's just so cute" and then J.P goes "well maegan is just cute in general" and then hailey goes "i know! she's just so tiny and adorable" and then gives me this huge hug with her face all up against mine. but what killed me is that they were having this conversation like i wasn't even there! completely ignored my presence. and then today people were obsessed with my "cuteness" because jacky and sam were just going insane. then again, aren't we always going insane? tomorrow i have my first competition. and nor my father or sister are going. -_- i feel the love. then on sunday i have swan lake auditions. then on monday i get to relax. it's martin luther kind jr day so, no school. so i texted ricky because of this stupid little thing with mandy and we've been texting ever since. strange kid. how i wish i could sleep forever...

oh geez, i just realized i repeated the whole angel description scenario..... whatever i'm not going to erase it. lql