Hugs

I'm highly upset. because i went to jazz expecting Mr Brantley to tell us who got the leads and he hasn't even assigned them yet! the man had three months. three months. ugh, so upset. so anyways! today was awfully awkward. because I'm at my post, and angel comes and so it's kind of just us there and i was going to give him his Christmas present, but stupid kasim kasim (yes, that's his real full name) comes and starts talking with angel. they were doing the usual guy insult thing. so I'm standing there and this is what ended up happening.
kasim: *looks at me then angel* are you dating her?
Angel: *pauses* *in a very very sad voice* no. no were not
omg i felt so bad!! i told him to ask the girl he likes out, but nooo he's too chicken shit to do it. so then kasim laves and me and angel go down stairs. so angel leaves to go to his game, and he gives me the biggest hug in the whole wide world. his friends actually were  yelling at him. it was funny though because Uriel was yelling at him and angel was like "hey!" and then he was like "yeah because we we all know you-" then angel was screaming "ALRIGHT! WELL WE GOTTA GO TO PRACTICE, SO SHUT UP URIEL!!" love it. so, nick has a girlfriend and he hasn't been coming to post. this upsets me so much. see, whenever i would get a hug from nick, he would lift me up. note how it is a past title. so imagine getting something you love everyday and then boom it all ends because he decided to get a girlfriend. and they don't even look that cute together but apparently it's an adorable relation ship. whatever. damn! everyone's getting in relation ships! nick has caitlyn (sp?), omar has idalit, victor has stephanie. its just crazy. and wheres mine and Marias boy? well, mine is either at st hilary with broken leg, or at Prussing with the basketball team. i think angles going to ask me out, first. to be honest, i'd love it if he did because i know i don't need a boyfriend, but having one is nice. and poor maria.... if i were a guy, i'd date here. wow, that sounded a whole lot less creepy in my head. lql. i didn't mean it in a creepy way, just so you know. so, about this whole detention thing, my mom is kind of going crazy. like she's all onto of me on everything now. like seriously, calm down. i need to see my therapist. see, i really like it. having a therapist and all, because i can tell her everything and she won't judge. that's what i realyyy love about her is that she doesn't judge.  because if she did she would be the worst therapist in the world. no one wants to think they can go to someone and tell them everything and then be judged about it. because for all we know, they're suffering from depression and she just made it worse and next thing you know the police are finding that person in their closet hung by a rope all because their stupid mom is going crazy about one little detention....