Being lifted

well, today was the day i died on the inside officially. see, i forgot to turn in my progress report signed so now i have a detention. this ruins everything! if i get a detention, it's going to go on my record, if it goes on my record. I'll never make it into a good high school and everything just ends for me. but it's not like i did anything bad. i just didn't tun in a piece of paper. here's what's going to end up happening. I'm going to tell my mom because i need to get the paper signed, she's going to totally freak out and start treating me like a total delinquent. terrible. this will affect my whole life. no kidding. the only somewhat good thing about it, is that there's a possibility victor will be there too. he gets detentions. angel had detention today, hilarious. speaking of angel, he was very supportive about the situation. he met me at my post, and i almost cried (wow aren't i a lame ass -_-) and he was like holding me and blablabla. i think it's my fault because i told him the reason the world was so bad was because there aren't enough couples in the world, so he should ask the girl he likes out. and you know what he said? he said he's been thinking about it for a while now. *sigh* i really do feel bad for the kid. so yesterday, i forgot to say this i was walking down the hall and i see this kid named nick Ayala. to him, I'm his smurf . that's my nickname because I'm so short. anyways! I'm walking down the hall and he's like "smurf!" and opens his arms, obviously wanting a hug. so i just keep walking. then about two minutes later, i see him again and he ditches his girlfriend to come give me a hug. (ok i didn't mean that like omg he loves me he left his girlfriend. no. he's in eighth grade, and is probably twice my size) but he didn't just give me a hug, he did what he always does, he lifts me up. as you can tell by previous posts, and the title i love being picked up, oh so much. and i' always getting picked up. Landon. angel, nick. its crazy. Landon lifted me forever and nick lefts me every time i see him. angel, well i stopped letting angel lift me because he held me way too long. so, because i;m always getting lifted up, Elly hates it. she's just like "i never get picked up. never" love it, it's hilarious. but i do very much enjoy it. so! today was cray. because Scott told me could stay at school until 3:05 so i did. and i did tell him that my phone was dead, and yeah. so anyways, he pulled up to the school, and i didn't acknowledge him at all, and then he started yelling all crazy and giving me this whole lecture about how i shouldn't treat him like shit. and blablabla. and he also said one of the most offensive things ever he was all "don't treat me like some red headed orphan in the corner, with no friends" he clearly hasn't seen Annie.  he's just insane. and he was like "I'm just giving you things to think about lalala" whatever, and I'm thinking "yeah, you're making me think about how I'm going to runaway, and what to put in the letter I'll leave." i swear, one day I'm going to do it. just. leave.