AHHHH!!!! ok! so angel confessed. alright there's been so much stuff going on with this kid, i feel bad about not blogging. ok so on valentines day, he told me who it was. and he said nicole. ok, nicole is in fifth grade, and she's not gorgeous. so he told me that he lied about what she looked like. so it's pretty obvious he chickened out and changed it last minute. what i didn't realize was that i had started to sub consciously like him, so when he told me it was nicole, i was actually kinda hurt. alright, so i told him that. and then he didn't reply for like two days. so then i text him saying "alright, bottom line is, you like nicole, right? no details. no nothing." (excuse my poor grammar) so then he sent me a text saying "no. i said that because i didn't want to tell you that you are the one i liked. if you didn't like me back it would have made our friendship awkward. all those things i said about the mystery girl (you) were all true. any guy would be the luckiest person on earth to have you. after we spoke (btw, we never spoke so idk what he was talking about....that's me, maegan) it was easier for me to tell you the truth. i'm sorry if this is awkward for you,i really wanted you to know." ok, here's what happened. so if you noticed, he said LIKED so i was like "but you don't like me anymore?" and he went "i do. trust me" and that was the 20th . so then today at school, we didn't even talk at all. and when we did cross paths, all i got was a wave. i expected at least a hug. nope. so then after school he tried to text me, bu it didn't work out and we kinda just stopped (that's what she said!! sorry, i had to [: ) so then i actually kind of got pissed. and i sent him a message saying "ok, obviously you don't like me enough for me to be making such a big deal out of it. so, let's just forget the whole thing happened, because it's obvious you don't really care. let's just forget the whole thing" and then he went " I didn't get a chance to talk to you face to face. i really do like you. i can't text all the time cause i just got home. i do care a lot about you. you are my closest friend and more. can we meet somewhere so i can tell you personally, so i can show you that i really do care and do like you. you are the girl i like and unless you don't like me back, that won't change. i care with my much of my heart, that's the way i feel. i truly do like you a lot,that's why i always hang out with you and when we talk, i listen. you are the prettiest rose in the garden, and i do care for that rose." i'm the prettiest rose in the garden!!!! me!!!! this dorky, somewhat of a nerdy, weird, crazy, not all that in shape, girl is the prettiest girl in the garden!!! i mean, seriously how often is that gonna happen???? you've got elly, who;s beyond gorgeous, and lizzie who is cute and...oh never mind. but me?!?! he's got a whole garden and i'm the one rose that he cares for!! it's crazzyyyyy! i fell special. oh! alright, so there's this guy named ivan right? and he's one of mandys friends and he's so adorable, and i just love him. so anyways! he accepted my friend request, and i died. and then i stole his number from mandy and i text him (he knew it was me) and he replied!! and we had this whole amazing conversation, and i died. and then we were talking about mandys sweet 16, and he was like "are you excited, or what?! you're going to dance with me right?" and i literally, died, came back to life, and died again. love it. haha stay magical(:
oh, for the one and only guy who actually reads my blog (*cough* ricky *cough*) i am not going to buck the fuck up. sorry, i have a low self esteem, and you're just gonna have to deal with it. i'll try to tone it down, ok? good, we have a deal. alright, stay magical(:
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