anyways! ignore the title, school stuff. let's see, what's been going on... oh! angel. so valentines day is coming up right? and usually i'm all alone, depressed, eating ice cream watching he's just not that into you. well maybe not this year. because angel sent me that forward that's all "ask me any question and i have to tell you the answer i can't lie blablabla" so i go "are you going to ask out the girl you like on v day?!" and he goes "maybe. i doubt she likes me like that though" so i go ahead and give him this whole pep talk thing and he goes "do you still want to guess who it is?" and i go "yeah, but you don't have to tell me if you don't want to" and he goes "if you guess correctly the first time, i'll tell you if thats her" so i have to play stupid now saying i can't think of anyone blablabla. and he goes "you'll know on v day. that's when i'll tell you" and i go "you're going to ask her out on v day?!" and he goes "well maybe not out but to be my valentine" and so we go on talking whatever. then i remember that i tested for lane and if i make it, it'll break his litte heart. so i go "she may be gone before you know it.. if you really like this chick you'll grab her before she's gone." and he goes "i will. soon anyways" so, yeah let's see where that goes. and now whenever i talk about this "girl" he smiles. like with this whole "omg if she knew.." kind of expression. so i officaly realized that i don't like nick. mainly because he has a gf now and according to him, he's madly in love. *phew* but then william comes into play... williams just amazing. and if you've hung out with me and him at the same time, you'll know what i mean. just the way he acts. and all the things he says but then my brain goes no maegan, he's sams guy then another part of me goes sam doesn't even like him!! i think.... (maria, you're going to have to answer that question) shit.... alright, sam if you're reading this just tottaly disregard what i said. alright? none of this ever happened..... anyways, he asked her to be his valentine today. that kinda was a chuck norris punch to the face. i don't know what happened with that. he said chocolate with an asian accent and i literally had a laughing seizure. twice. once in lunch. so you alll knew it was coming. emo time. so i was cutting right, and all of a sudden i start to bleed. alright, i've never actually started to bleed before. and so i wasn't aware it would leave a scar. that day was just bad. i got up, got yelled at by my mom, went to school got yelled at by all the teachers, went home got yelled at by scott, went to dance and got yelled at by mrs ida. so yeah, that was just a really bad day. and then yesterday elly announced she hates me becasue i'm too positive. needless to say my badass group of friends (and by that i mean J.P and jacky) yelled at her, saying i'm impossible to hate. and i'm pretty sure sam hates me too. because she just seems like she's annoyed by me. because today julia wasn't here, so i wouldve been all by myself in library. so sam goes "you....could....sit.... by.... us.. " all hesitant about it. and then when i did sit at her table (to be completely honest, i'm not sure if that was her table) she sat alllllll the way in the back. avoiding me as much as possible. and she wouldn't let maria come by me. yeah, so i'm not sure if i mentioned it or not but me and nick got into this really big fight, where he would avoid and ignore me forever. but we're all cool now. no liftups yet though): which is pretty saddening. so the weirdest thing happened. so i get out of the shower and i see a message from ricky. my first thought was "perm your fucking weave" but no. instead it said " you know what? I like you:) how many points did i say my point system had? 10000? Well you have a million:) O_o i thought he was drunk, to be completely honest. but apperantly, he thinks i'm an awesome person. and then i found he reads my blog. which i love love love. so yeah, that seems to be pretty much it. dance competition on the 25th. stay magical(:
oh! so i'm in the cafeteria and i start talking about nico and something really cute that he said. well, angel was on the other side of the cafeteria ad our cafeteria is like as big as a closet, so i'm saying the thing about nico pretty loud, so he hears (i'm just that bad of a person) so i say it and angel so obviously hears and he throws his jacket down really really hard. like, violently. crazy.... stay magical(:
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