Ahhh!!!! we were so close!!!!

omg today was crazy yet amazing. so after math, victors class comes out and we walk back with them. me as close to victor as possible so then I'm walking and he looks back, looks at me, and then moves a bit closer. I'm telling you....  then i go into class and i tell JP and Emily and maria and JPs all "do you really like him?" and i go "*blushes & smiles* yeah,," he gave me a heart murmur! then she goes "I'm going to talk to him" and I'm like "no he doesn't really know me" and she goes "when I'm done, you'll be the only person he knows" and I'm like "but-" "I DONT CARE. let me do my thing" then Emily's all "let her do her thing" and i sigh. i don't think she ever did though. so then after school me maria Sam and Elly were by the mobiles and joey Gonzalez (Elly's crush) some guy and victor were playing football and joeys all "victor go on the other side" the side we were on. and he walks over all cool puts his bag down and starts walking in our direction LOOKING AT ME BY THE WAY and I'm all "omg maria hes coming over here ohmigodohmigodohmigod" and I'm basically freaking out and shes like "then turn around!!" "right." turns out he was walking to the side. but we still made perfect eye contact. perfect. eye. contact. so anyways other than that school was pretty good. social studies was fun cuz me maria and JP were talking and laughing all cute like. omg Lizzie's such a fail cuz me and Elly left our table/row thing and we went across and we didn't invite Lizzie and shes like "I'm not talking to you guys" and I'm like "whatd you say?" and shes like "i said I'm not-- hmm" haha epic fail!!  then in science we had to switch seats and I'm looking for a seat cuz I'm a nerd and i had no immediate people to go to and then i hear "Maegan!!" and guess who it was? Jessica plaud. so i get over there and she starts laughing and I'm like "what?" and shes like "I'm excited" so i sit next to Edin, an empty seat, then Michael. and across from JP and diagonal to tomasz and Hailey. this year should be fun....

oh! remember how in my dream how victor fell and i went and helped him? well when he was playing football, i walked past him and two seconds later...he fell. its all coming together...