i dont want you to get hurt

so we switched seats in class. I'm like right across from my old seats. so ms. mccright put all the eighth graders in their spots and then she had the eighth graders pick the seventh graders they wanted at their table. well, some. some she assigned spots. so i was like one of the last....8? i wanna say. and JP and maria are sitting next to each other and ms mccright are all "Jessica and Maria, pick your seventh graders" so they get all close and start whispering and JP says "Emily and Maegan" and I'm all "whaaattt?" super confused. so then we sat down and JP tells Emily "when she said seventh graders i immediately thought you" then she looks at me "and you cuz your cute" AGAIN WITH THE CUTENESS. I'm flattered. so then she goes "Lizzie drives me insane" and I'm all "omg me too!!" and she goes "she was looking at me telling me to pick her and in my head I'm all noooo" made me laugh. then Chris is being a total stupid head and starts arguing with her or something and JP goes "i don't just defend my self but i defend her(points to maria), her(points to Emily), and her(points to me). so if you start a problem with them , you'll be hearing from me, cuz I'm not afraid to punch you in the face" and I'm thinking me?! we've never really talked before and you want to defend me all because i sit at your table all of a sudden?!? ok. angel really likes me. like, I'm starting to feel a bit bad for the kid. like. i don't wanna date him. but hes trying soo hard. like today i hear "Maegan!!" i look its angel. i walk over to him and he goes "we're going to play football and i want you to watch" and I'm all "ok:]" but on the inside I'm all "angel why are you doing this to yourself." then i was leaving and he was running to get the ball during his game and me being the good person i am goes "bye angel I'm leaving" and i left a piece of paper that said bye on it in his book bag. and he LITERALLY pauses the game to run to me and give me a long hug. the guys were yelling at him but its like he couldn't hear them. (blinded and deaf by my cuteness, probably haha) so then like a couple minutes ago we were texting and i go "did you get my note?" and he goes "oh yeah i found it" and me being cute goes "did it make you smile?" and he goes "actually it did:]" i just don't want this crush to go far and then him realize its probably never going to happen. i don't want him to get hurt. i hope it doesn't get to that point.